There goes

The word’s at the tip of my tongue.

It’s a way out from an awkward conversation.

You would want to cover your face or hide someplace to avoid it and stop staring

or just drop dead.

Maybe pretend you’re an asshole and start mocking how stupid his decisions are.

Be irrational.

Don’t make sense.

Ignore what you hear or see.

You’re a bad person and it’s your turn to be a bitch.

But there he came all shining through you

and everything went back to fxcking normal.